I'm so into you,
but I don't know
where I've been.
I just want you to,
to take me where
your heart is.
Hello, it's Jaemin, someone you might have seen down across the street with a camrecorder in his grasp, or that one person who's got casted by a huge company for being a volunteer at an event. In all sincerity, not a single idea about becoming an idol ever crossed my mind. When I was young, my Mother told me that helping people can be a cure; not only for those in need, but for our souls as well. Hence, my biggest dream was to be a doctor, yet she was also the one who made it swerve. Mom exposed me for not having much talent in studying. Unbelievable, right? Even so, more kudos must go to her, or else I wouldn't be able to become both doctor nor idol.
Years passed by, I successfully debuted and circled around the globe. It's a lie if I didn't long for home; for Mom. Her presence has always been an impactful support, and not having her near was such a blow. That's what I thought, until I met this girl. Someone who pours so much delight in myself, Winter Kim.
Here she is. One out of many people who's capable in making me enraptured by each single thing she does. My Bungee. I can clearly recall the way she bawled her eyes out during a whole Christmas movie. She has a big heart, big enough to convince myself that I'll never have to wonder whether or not her feelings for me are pure and genuine. The only thing that I have ever been curious about is: How can someone be this generous?
She may seem like a fluffball most of the times, but after all, she's still herself. A vulnerable being that must be handled with care. Big baby who always asks for a hug as a way to boost her energy up. Very attentive. Precious bunny I want to keep in my pocket.
Kim Minjeong, Winter, or whoever you want yourself to be labelled as.. Hey. It has been, approximately, a month since I came clean about my feelings. How fast time flies is beyond belief, right?
I fall deeper for you as time goes by, and I won't hold things back any longer. Say yes to spending the rest of our days together, would you?